~Okay~

Today..wake up at 9++..almost 10..eat breakfast then....Patrick and Ben need go out..so...i stay at home with leekee and xiaofei...eat instant noodle...after eating half...stomachache...so i fast fast finished it....after that..the 3 of us go to sunway pyramid....go there buy clothings...bought 2 tshirts..haha...its abit too fit..haha..so..i need to be fit...oh yeah....hmm...then..stomachache again...endure it..then go to see leekee practice breakdance...at studio...its just near sunway pyramid......i just dance abit...and see leekee breaking...but..i learn new things lor...haha....but..im tired and weak already..after that straight go home...then suddenly on the way home...Dorcas call me...then she ask me things about her blog...someone wrote bad things about her....yesterdat i just saw that...and i'm still blurr blurr about it...hope she can settle it....hmm...today...i think something wrong with the time...its moving too fast...XD....a lil' too fast don't ya think....hmm..that's all i wanna blog for now...see got anything to update or not...haha...im too easy to jealous...even the smallest thing can make me jealous....haik haik...i also don't like that....but..i am who i am....

Just back from pyramid again...wa...today used extremely over extreme overbudget....almost Rm100...buy the things i need..such as...shower gel, apples XD, breakfast and etc etc...Ohya...when going down the escalator...saw a couple....WAH!! so nice....the girl standing higher than her bf..then she hug him..and cuddle with him....in the open...my friends and i saw dao it...the 3 of us so envy them....i also want my special someone to treat me like that...not afraid or embarrassed to show our love...just like only the two of us in the world...haha...think too far...but..i will really love that...haha...

~Sad~

Been feeling down lately...because of love....haik haik...i don't know what to do anymore....the girl i like...she with someone...but not as couple...but as best friend...and..i'm not exactly sure myself that its real or not...maybe he lie to me...today most of the time i'm with Dorcas...but...i always hurt to see Terry and her together...feels jealous....then they switch name tags to wear....and Terry wear Dorcas' hoodie...its makes me so jealous...to see them like that...haha...but i think it's okay...if they are just best friend....
Today, Dorcas is sick...and...it got worse in the CG lab....fever started..then she feels tired....i'm worried...then...i help her refill her water....she don't want to admit it...in the morning...still saying she's MAN....after finished class...she go back first...then my friends and I went to Sunway Pyramid...A&W....then suddenly...a sms from Dorcas..she say she almost bang a car...she fell asleep then luckily the car horn her....so...i more worried....I message to her a few times but..she didn't reply....then i call her...listening to her voice in the phone...my heart is aching...painfully...she sounded like no energy liao...so..i talk abit then hung up...after that..i chat with Terry...ask about Dorcas...he say she is ok....then im relieved abit lor...then he like bu shuang me....so..watever la...then...after all that...im emo again....luckily i have my friends to support me....go to their room and see some funny things...then go McD at 3am...don't know why also...they planning from yesterday...haha...

~Emo~

Today was saddest day since coming here..in KL....It involves the girl i like...Dorcas...and a guy name Terry....i think he like her la...not sure...haha...at first..i sit beside Dorcas..then the lecturer class started...my group and i were called up there to answer some questions....then..after i go back..i saw Terry sitting in my seat...so..i sat in his place instead...haik haik..always like that de...so..bu shuang lo...then Patrick Chang come and talk to me...he say i'm so pathetic...be more brave la...so i go and sit back there after their team got up there...when he got back...he sit on my leg...its real or joking...i'm not sure...then Dorcas come back...and Terry sitting on her seat...so she sit on the other chair...beside Terry...so..i..EMO lor...haha...

After that..there's another thing...GC...he sat beside me...we talk..then i tell him secrets lor...and..i'm still emo that time...really sad...Dorcas ignore me...when i try to talk to her..she walk away really fast...no chance to talk to her...after Design 1 Class...we all go sunway walk walk...then have talk abit...she always think i'm angry at her..but i'm not...so...abit...xin tong..then later i talk with her about GC..then i say i told him secrets...so she angry me liao lo...she walk away so fast...i said sorry many times...but also no use...so..my emo become MORE EMO....no mood liao...so...thinking of going home..but don't want to make Dorcas misunderstand also...and my bags and stuff at Terry's car..then..they all try cheering me up...i ended up feeling better...they saw Dorcas with Terry again lor...maybe i'm just being selfish...haizzz....then we go mcd...both of them buy ice cream...then i was thinking of ice skating..haha..never done it before..then...Dorcas need to go back already...so...we all go back...Still feeling bad....its all my fault...SAD...EMO...

~Bittersweet Feeling~

Hmm..its been so long since i last update my blog..haha..hmm..college life was so-so...not good and not so bad either...but after here about one month...i feel...bittersweet feelings...haik haik...
Its like...i'm happy yet i'm sad...i wanted to smile yet i wanted to cry...these feelings are so painful...

Here goes the story, i met someone, a very cute and friendly person, she's my friend and my classmate....so many things happened......i like her..and *SECRETS*...maybe there's nothing that I can do....since i'm such a noob....but i really like her...don't know what will happened in the future...hope the best~wish the best...

On the other hand, there's another story. Its about my friend...at 1st..we both are so close..then after few days..i've been contacting, messaging and calling him to ask this and that..maybe he was too annoyed and didn't want to care about me anymore...so...that morning..i saw him...then he ignore me...he walk fast fast..then ask me.." why you don't want go class?" so..i straightaway go there...at that time..i knew...i lost a valuable friend....its most probably is my fault...i should know he is a more sensitive guy..yet i still keep asking him...sorry about that....i apologize...Hope its not too late to apologize...

And now, its about my beloved godsisters, its been so long since they last contact me...i'm not sure what they are doing or where they are now...maybe studying..haha...i still miss them as always..but everytime they like don't care me...i feel very bad about that...during school year..they treat me very nice...just like the big sisters that i always wanted...but...now...they changed already....i'm sad about that....maybe that's what its like to be mature...to let go somethings of the past...eventhough its something u care alot...If i have a chance..i just wanted to tell them..i miss them...hope them the best....

I think that's all im gonna blog for now...sad and tired...haha...take care. YANG!

~Fuck My Life~

Hmm..i kinda hate living in this cruel world. Everytime makes mistakes, getting scolded, disappointed...unhappy, anger and rage.... Just like this morning, i was having my driving test...then i failed at the center..i drove to close and drove across the bump..then the JPJ fail me straightaway...just abit only...WTF...and i go back and got scolded by my parents..they say why i can't do it properly, not everything can have second chances...they say im not hardworking enough... Actually..i don't know what the fuck is wrong with me and this motherfucking world...really DU LAN...maybe i just attract misfortunes and bad lucks...or did God want to punish me for the things i did in the past...if like that..maybe i can accept...how i wish everything would just be the way i expected...till forever i am unsatisfied with this world!! Nowadays..i've been very down and upset...have abit happiness..but last awhile only...my heart is aching and crying...and my body is getting weaker and weaker...im sick now too...i know i cant do anything to change this fact..but...i hope everyone can achieve their happiness... Hope your wish and dreams come true~

~Sad 'cause been forgotten~

hmm...it's been so long...both of my jie probably forgot me already. My da jie didn't find me...maybe she busy with her boyfriend...so don't want me as a didi liao...and sha po jie...she everytime stressed and moody....study and exams...probably don't have time to talk to me or anything...or she also forgot me liao...everytime i try to chat with her in msn...she say she busy or something...so...is that it? my bonds with my two god sisters??

Hmm...only time can tell...i also not sure what to do now...better concentrate on my studies and pratise my skills on drawings...haha...but i really really miss them...SAD~

~101 Ways To Annoy People~

101 Ways To Annoy People
1. Sing the Batman theme incessantly.

2. In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sensual massage."

3. Specify that your drive-through order is "to go."

4. Learn Morse code, and have conversations with friends in public consisting entirely of "Beeeep Bip Bip Beeep Bip..."

5. If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others.

6. Amuse yourself for endless hours by hooking a camcorder to your TV and then pointing it at the screen. <

7. Speak only in a "robot" voice.

8. Push all the flat Lego pieces together tightly.

9. Start each meal by conspicuously licking all your food, and announce that this is so no one will "swipe your grub".

10. Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 98 copies.

11. Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets.

12. Sniffle incessantly.

13. Leave your turn signal on for fifty miles.

14. Name your dog "Dog."

15. Insist on keeping your car windshield wipers running in all weather conditions "to keep them tuned up."

16. Reply to everything someone says with "that's what YOU think."

17. Claim that you must always wear a bicycle helmet as part of your "astronaut training."

18. Declare your apartment an independent nation, and sue your neighbors upstairs for "violating your airspace".

19. Forget the punchline to a long joke, but assure the listener it was a "real hoot."

20. Follow a few paces behind someone, spraying everything they touch with Lysol.

21. Practice making fax and modem noises.

22. Highlight irrelevant information in scientific papers and "cc:" them to your boss.

23. Make beeping noises when a large person backs up.

24. Invent nonsense computer jargon in conversations, and see if people play along to avoid the appearance of ignorance.

25. Erect an elaborate network of ropes in your backyard, and tell the neighbors you are a "spider person."

26. Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with the prophesy."

27. Wear a special hip holster for your
remote control.

28. Do not add any inflection to the end of your sentences, producing awkward silences with the impression that you'll be saying more any moment.

29. Signal that a conversation is over by clamping your hands over your ears.

30. Disassemble your pen and "accidentally" flip the ink cartridge across the room.

31. Give a play-by-play account of a persons every action in a nasal Howard Cosell voice.

32. Holler random numbers while someone is counting.

33. Adjust the tint on your TV so that all the people are green, and insist to others that you "like it that way."

34. Drum on every available surface.

35. Staple papers in the middle of the page.

36. Ask 1-800 operators for dates.

37. Produce a rental video consisting entirely of dire FBI copyright warnings.

38. Sew anti-theft detector strips
into peoples backpacks.

39. Hide dairy products in inaccessible places.

40. Write the surprise ending to a novel on its first page.

41. Set alarms for random times.

42. Order a side of pork rinds with your filet mignon.

43. Instead of Gallo, serve Night Train next Thanksgiving.

44. Publicly investigate just how slowly you can make a "croaking" noise.

45. Honk and wave to strangers.

46. Dress only in clothes colored Hunters Orange.

47. Change channels five minutes before the end of every show.

48. Tape pieces of "Sweating to the Oldies" over climactic parts of rental movies.

49. Wear your pants backwards.

50. Decline to be seated at a restaurant, and simply eat their complimentary mints by the cash register.

51. Begin all your sentences with "ooh la la!"

52. ONLY TYPE IN UPPERCASE.

53. only type in lowercase.

54. dont use any punctuation either

55. Buy a large quantity of orange traffic cones and reroute whole streets.

56. Pay for your dinner with pennies.

57. Tie jingle bells to all your clothes.

58. Repeat everything someone says, as a question.

59. Write "X - BURIED TREASURE" in random spots on all of someone's roadmaps.

60. Inform everyone you meet of your personal Kennedy assassination/UFO/ O.J Simpson conspiracy theories.

61. Repeat the following conversation a dozen times: "Do you hear that?" "What?" "Never mind, its gone now."

62. Light road flares on a birthday cake.

63. Wander around a restaurant, asking other diners for their parsley.

64. Leave tips in Bolivian currency.

65. Demand that everyone address you as "Conquistador."

66. At the laundromat, use one dryer for each of your socks.

67. When Christmas caroling, sing "Jingle Bells, Batman smells" until physically restrained.

68. Wear a cape that says "Magnificent One."

69. As much as possible, skip rather than walk.

70. Stand over someone's shoulder, mumbling, as they read.

71. Pretend your computer's mouse is a CB radio, and talk to it.

72. Try playing the William Tell Overture by tapping on the bottom of your chin. When nearly done, announce "no, wait, I messed it up," and repeat.

73. Drive half a block.

74. Inform others that they exist only in your imagination.

75. Ask people what gender they are.

76. Lick the filling out of all the Oreos, and place the cookie parts back.

77. Cultivate a Norwegian accent. If Norwegian, affect a Southern drawl.

78. Routinely handcuff yourself to furniture, informing the curious that you don't want to fall off "in case the big one comes".

79. Deliberately hum songs that will remain lodged in co-workers brains, such as "Feliz Navidad", the Archies "Sugar" or the Mr. Rogers theme song.

80. While making presentations, occasionally bob your head. like a parakeet.

81. Lie obviously about trivial things such as the time of day.

82. Leave your Christmas lights up and lit until September.

83. Change your name to "AaJohn Aaaaasmith" for the great glory of being first in the phone book. Claim it's a Hawaiian name, and demand that people pronounce each "a."

84. Sit in your front yard pointing a hair dryer at passing cars to see if they slow down.

85. Chew on pens that you've borrowed.

86. Wear a LOT of cologne.

87. Listen to 33rpm records at 45rpm speed, and claim the faster speed is necessary because of your "superior mental processing."

88. Sing along at the opera.

89. Mow your lawn with scissors.

90. At a golf tournament, chant "swing-batabatabata-suhWING-batter!"

91. Ask the waitress for an extra seat for your "imaginary friend."

92. Go to a poetry recital and ask why each poem doesn't rhyme.

93. Ask your co-workers mysterious questions, and then scribble their answers in a notebook. Mutter something
about "psychological profiles."

94. Stare at static on the TV and claim you can see a "magic picture."

95. Select the same song on the jukebox fifty times.

96. Never make eye contact.

97. Never break eye contact.

98. Construct elaborate "crop circles" in your front lawn.

99. Construct your own pretend "tricorder," and "scan" people with it, announcing the results.

100. Make appointments for the 31st of September.

101. Invite lots of people to other people's parties.