Friday, June 5, 2009

~Sad~

Been feeling down lately...because of love....haik haik...i don't know what to do anymore....the girl i like...she with someone...but not as couple...but as best friend...and..i'm not exactly sure myself that its real or not...maybe he lie to me...today most of the time i'm with Dorcas...but...i always hurt to see Terry and her together...feels jealous....then they switch name tags to wear....and Terry wear Dorcas' hoodie...its makes me so jealous...to see them like that...haha...but i think it's okay...if they are just best friend....
Today, Dorcas is sick...and...it got worse in the CG lab....fever started..then she feels tired....i'm worried...then...i help her refill her water....she don't want to admit it...in the morning...still saying she's MAN....after finished class...she go back first...then my friends and I went to Sunway Pyramid...A&W....then suddenly...a sms from Dorcas..she say she almost bang a car...she fell asleep then luckily the car horn her....so...i more worried....I message to her a few times but..she didn't reply....then i call her...listening to her voice in the phone...my heart is aching...painfully...she sounded like no energy liao...so..i talk abit then hung up...after that..i chat with Terry...ask about Dorcas...he say she is ok....then im relieved abit lor...then he like bu shuang me....so..watever la...then...after all that...im emo again....luckily i have my friends to support me....go to their room and see some funny things...then go McD at 3am...don't know why also...they planning from yesterday...haha...

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