Hmm..its been so long since i last update my blog..haha..hmm..college life was so-so...not good and not so bad either...but after here about one month...i feel...bittersweet feelings...haik haik...
Its like...i'm happy yet i'm sad...i wanted to smile yet i wanted to cry...these feelings are so painful...
Here goes the story, i met someone, a very cute and friendly person, she's my friend and my classmate....so many things happened......i like her..and *SECRETS*...maybe there's nothing that I can do....since i'm such a noob....but i really like her...don't know what will happened in the future...hope the best~wish the best...
On the other hand, there's another story. Its about my friend...at 1st..we both are so close..then after few days..i've been contacting, messaging and calling him to ask this and that..maybe he was too annoyed and didn't want to care about me anymore...so...that morning..i saw him...then he ignore me...he walk fast fast..then ask me.." why you don't want go class?" so..i straightaway go there...at that time..i knew...i lost a valuable friend....its most probably is my fault...i should know he is a more sensitive guy..yet i still keep asking him...sorry about that....i apologize...Hope its not too late to apologize...
And now, its about my beloved godsisters, its been so long since they last contact me...i'm not sure what they are doing or where they are now...maybe studying..haha...i still miss them as always..but everytime they like don't care me...i feel very bad about that...during school year..they treat me very nice...just like the big sisters that i always wanted...but...now...they changed already....i'm sad about that....maybe that's what its like to be mature...to let go somethings of the past...eventhough its something u care alot...If i have a chance..i just wanted to tell them..i miss them...hope them the best....
I think that's all im gonna blog for now...sad and tired...haha...take care. YANG!
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