I've been wondering to myself...i think my da jie don't want me anymore...or maybe its just me thinking too much...till now...she didn't even call me didi or wadsoever...like there's nothing between us anymore...last time she treat me so nice...make me feel that she is really my jie...but...I don't know what to do now...maybe to her..it's just fun and games...just play big sis? or wad? but to me...she's really important to me...
Now, eventhough she doesn't call me her didi anymore...I still call her da jie...and normally when i find her in msn or wad...she's busy or doing something else...like ignoring me...wth....so...not sure what to do....just to give her some space lo....maybe i'm just giving myself false hope...izit? in the world we live in...things are never how we wanted it to be...that's what makes life life...it makes life unpredictable...maybe that's why I started believe in wishes....to give myself some false hope so that i can move on...in times of sadness...i would make a wish...wish everything will turn out okay....i know i'm useless...to believe in such a thing...but whatever...i am me...no one can change what I believe in....
and...my shapo jie...hmmm...she got married...so early lor...but...will support her de la...hehe...hope she can be happy with her husband...wish jie the best ya...hehhe..she still treat me like oweys...but...she's mostly busy...haha...
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