~My Confused Feelings~

Hmm....I'm also not so sure with my own feelings....maybe the " dream" is what i actually feel...but...i'm most definitely confused....the dream made me realized my feelings towards her...i don't know what to do now...the feeling is increasing...every second...every moment....everytime....but i love this feeling...i feel happy....it's been so long since i was happy....happy...a very wonderful feeling....my feelings for her is still not clear...so i need time to give me the answer...so..i'll be waiting...even if this is my true feelings...i won't let her know it...maybe i will just secretly like her....i don't want to disturb her...'cause i feel that she already have someone in mind...and it's not me...it's my friend...sometimes i feel very sad and jealous...looking at her with my friend....taking photos...chatting with him...and so on...this is a bitterweet feeling of mine...but nevermind...at least i have someone in my heart now...the feelings to be in love....so love it..YEAH!!...