~ ...it's been so long since...~

Haha...it's been so long since i didn't blog...kinda bored with it actually....but now i think i will still be blogging sometimes...when i have nothing to do and want to post somethings....nowadays...i've been at my godmother's house...normally..i would use the laptop there...since it's so boring there...i would watch anime, play games, and such...there's so many anime and so little time to watch all of it....sometimes i think i watched too much anime...but WATEVER....i love it...addicted to anime...oh ya...and manga too....hmmm...i think that's all i wanna say until now...ByeZzz~~~

~NooB FaMiLy 3rd MeEtIng + BaO ~

Today, 18 October 2008, this is our noob family third meeting...haha...at WaWa's house....hmm...it was 1pm like that...i'm the first one to arrived....after that is SaSa....he bought some of snacks....then Aza....after that is BaBa....We go there is to study...but ended up playing...partying...haha....we eat there also....hmmm....after awhile...Bao said he's coming here...so...he arrived after few minutes....we chat chat chat....watch movie...online....chat some more....time pass so fast when we're having fun....haha...we take some photos together...with Bao helping us take....about 9pm...everyone have to go back already....haha....hmm...i didn't want to go back yet....WaWa is alone in the house....i'm worried about her....so...i decide to accompany here until her sister come back....but after chatting awhile...she told me to call my mum...by the time my mum arrived...her sister will be back....she said....so...i phoned my mum....then " ByeBye, take care and good night ". Today's meeting was FUN...haha...

~ Another Love?! ~

Hmm...since so long already...i didn't have someone i really like...haha...hmmm....it's complicated now....i like her....but...i only left 30 days like that....so...i don't know if i want to tell her or not....or maybe she knew it all along...haha...i'm not sure la...i only know that i like her....she's the kind of girl that doesn't like to lose to boys....and like to jio ppl....haha....i don't know why i like her...haha...love doesn't need a reason rite? Haha...i'm going to miss her....probably never to see her again next year....hmm...i still don't know if this is...puppy love or wat? so...let time decide for me....~TIME, I'M COUNTING ON YA! ~

~ Sha Po jie Came Back~

Sha Po jie came back on 3 October 2008....Last friday...she tell me that she reach here liao...and ask when i can out...Yesterday, 6 October 2008...we went out to parkson meet....we said we're going to meet there at 7pm...i reached there earlier...about 640pm like that....so..i go find Da jie....hmm...lucky....she's in parkson working today...sometimes she work either at parkson or boulevard....depends....haha...I chat with Da jie until Sha Po Jie came...then i gave them both candy...that cannot get from Miri...Hmm...after awhile chatting....she reach here liao...at 7pm...just on time....haha...then we walk walk chat chat....then she wan go MCC....at the uppest floor...um...the computer is just too lousy....haha...lagging like hell and can't even open the games that i wanna play...need about 5-6 minutes to sign in MSN...what the heck!...never going there again....so i give my remaining time at the MCC to Sha Po jie....cuz she want to online and chatting with her bf at KL....after that....i went to find Da jie...i'm so bored....waiting...and waiting....Da jie's work ends at 930pm....so i wait lo....haha...when it's about 924pm...i went to find Sha Po jie at the MCC...accompany her there....until the time finished....Da jie phoned her son( not real son la...haha...his name is dennis)...asking him to come to parkson...and asking him if can take me back home or not....the four of us go to some cafe...i don't know the name of the cafe...haha...we ordered drinks only....then dennis said to play snooker....Da jie, Sha Po jie and me were just beginners...so...he teach us....hmm....so fun...i kinda like it....but i'm still not very good at it....i need to go home at 1030pm like that....so...i watch they play their last match....dennis won...haha...Sha Po jie almost win though...haha.....we got into the car then took me home....i'm gonna miss them....miss them very much....time passed very fast that moment...when i'm spending time with them....but i was very happy.... =)

~ Happy Birthday 18th Eugene!! ~

Today is Eugene's 18th birthday...i started at 6pm...but Aaron and I were still looking for presents at that time...haha...i also saw Da Jie at Elianto....surprised me...haha...she waved at me and i waved back...and by the time we found the present...it's about 635pm...about 35 minutes late....reach at Eugene's house around 7pm....the food is almost finish...haha..no la...still have...just that everyone is finished eating....Aaron seems kinda bored there...haha...after that...Aaron and I go outside for a walk...talk about some personal things....mostly love problems..haha...Then...everyone come out...saying that they wanna go parkson watch movie....haha...we had nothing to do...so...we make a phone call...then go with them...Bao give us a ride there...haha...we arrive there...whole gang...they all went to the arcade....Aaron and I decide to walk on our own awhile....hmm...we just walk and walk..we watch the 915pm movie...." Strangers "...a thriller film....when the movie started...i was so scared...wishing my da jie and sha po jie were by my side....so scared....then after that...after awhile i mean....i'm not too scared...haha...and Eugene, Aaron, Bao....were scared....in the beginning they're not scared....but now they were....opposite..haha....they wanted to go out....and regret not to go karaoke with the rest of the guys...haha...i think it's better to finished the movie..rather than imagining the rest of the movie ending...the movie is worth watching in the beginning...but suck at the ending...haha......after that movie...Bao take Eugene, Eunice, Aaron and me...to CM cafe to find the rest of the guys....then Bao decide to send us home 1st....haha...Aaron 1st...then me...then Eugene and Eunice....Thanks for the ride...Bao~ =)

~Thinking too much~

Hmm...i won't delete posts like that....maybe it will just be a funny memory in the future...haha....maybe i'm just being emotional....EMO~....haha..whatever la....everyone should just be yourself....express your feelings out...don't keep it inside...to let it out feels better....but someone just may get hurt.....so..i don't really know what to do....
Need someone to understand me and correct me....haha...BaKA~

~I NEVER HAD A FATHER!!~

I never really had a father....my father is someone who is caring, understand my feelings, give me advice....and such....such..
...but there's someone here....since i first saw him...i never did like him....he sometimes can be good...and sometimes can be hot-tempered.....what the hell....but i'm living in his fucking house....god damned it....i still have to respect that ASSHOLE....once i got out of this house....hmph...get that fucking face of yours out of my face....
ANGERED~~~
don't know since when...i started being scolded when it's not my fault....it happens too many times i lost counted....today...when having dinner....i pull out the chair....got sound when it was pulled out....then he said,"WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU ALL!!"....what the hell...i got scolded for pulling the chair....i was so angry...ARGh...can't stand him liao....PTGIMMOSTMF~
maybe i'm just angry....or thinking too much....but i really do HATE him....i may forgive him....may talk to him....but all i did was pretend...wahh...so easy....
I"M SORRY FOR BEING LIKE THIS....it's my feelings....don't know who can understand this...pressure and hatred....the feeling of being blammed for everything......
P/S : Don't worry...i won't be like this to anyone i cared for......SOWIES~