Saturday, September 20, 2008

~I NEVER HAD A FATHER!!~

I never really had a father....my father is someone who is caring, understand my feelings, give me advice....and such....such..
...but there's someone here....since i first saw him...i never did like him....he sometimes can be good...and sometimes can be hot-tempered.....what the hell....but i'm living in his fucking house....god damned it....i still have to respect that ASSHOLE....once i got out of this house....hmph...get that fucking face of yours out of my face....
ANGERED~~~
don't know since when...i started being scolded when it's not my fault....it happens too many times i lost counted....today...when having dinner....i pull out the chair....got sound when it was pulled out....then he said,"WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU ALL!!"....what the hell...i got scolded for pulling the chair....i was so angry...ARGh...can't stand him liao....PTGIMMOSTMF~
maybe i'm just angry....or thinking too much....but i really do HATE him....i may forgive him....may talk to him....but all i did was pretend...wahh...so easy....
I"M SORRY FOR BEING LIKE THIS....it's my feelings....don't know who can understand this...pressure and hatred....the feeling of being blammed for everything......
P/S : Don't worry...i won't be like this to anyone i cared for......SOWIES~

No comments: