~Surprise Day~ XD

Today, 30th June 2009, Today..as usual...go to class...haha..this week is exploration week...some class have holidays....but some don't but..nevermind...I like going to college better than stay at home do nothing...
Then...walk to college...then walk up the stairs...its was all dark...haha...then didn't go up liao....go outside saw ah gor...Kenneth.. A.K.A..Ken...haha...he go buy drink...then we both went into the darkness...haha...then go to student lounge...saw Dorcas, Kok Wai, and Wai Lun...Shaz inside the library looking at some magazines...haha...so hardworking...haha...then lecturer say..if after 230pm still don't have electricity..class's gonna be cancelled...then..at 230pm..straightaway have light...then go into class....Stephen invite another lecturer...he's better than Stephen alot...haha...he's more humorous...funny guy...haha...but they both look quite alike...after class...i follow Ken and Shaz...then Dorcas ask me go where...then i say follow them wor...then together go lor...Terry's with her too....we're in sunway pyramid....then...Dorcas want to put her things to her car...and she ask me to accompany her...so i go lor...then when reached..she put her things..then..SURPRISE...she gave me the present...late 13 days...she wanna see my reaction...haha...and my reaction is O.O....haha...then we go to KFC...with Ken and Shaz and Terry...haha...Dorcas didn't eat...then...she go check skating thing...so..i go order things to eat lor...haha...Twister...my fav. eat..then chat with Ken and Shaz...after awhile Dorcas came back...then we go Starbucks...then Dorcas forgot something in the car...so Ken and Shaz leave first....i accompany Dorcas to her car...then go back to Starbucks...she wanna eat there...then she order lor..blueberry muffin...and Java chips coffee...ohya..the cashier speak very funny ar...but very good...haha...pro qin...XD....then...she let me try her blueberry muffin...haha..its very soft...haha...i so long didn't eat muffin...and the last time i eat de muffin is very hard...so this is different...and she also let me drink her coffee..its soooo Good...then...she drink..then let me drink again..with the same straw..haha...its an "Indirect Kiss"..haha...then..she wanna go back liao lor...we leave lorhx......"byebye..take care...drive safely"
Then...i go back...take out the present...its was a bear dog things...XD..haha..soooooooooooooo CUTE!...haha..white colour...then...i saw the receipt..wakao!..RM59.90...so expensive...then i sms to Dorcas...then..i ask..wad is the other surprise...after awhile...she phoned me...she say stand up..and turn off the light...then..its glowing in the dark..haha...i like that..haha...and its white colour cause she know i like to draw things...like..drawing my pencil case...haha...so..i have something to design and draw liao lo...thank you very much, Dorcas!!!!!

In History of Art class..Exploration Week

Shaz...his animal face..XD...when eating...haha...funny faced purple man guy...haha

Ah gor...A.K.A.....Ken ( Badguy...XD)

Me..

At Starbucks

Dorcas..enjoying her muffin...haha..

Java Chips Coffee and Blueberry muffin...yum yum...XD

~Tagged by Dorcas =)~

1. The person who tagged you
Dorcas

2. Your relationship with him/her is....
Friends or maybe more...in the future..XD

3. Your 5 impression of him/her is...
Cute & Childish( sometimes), taller than me XD, good girl, hate EMO?!, always think too much..=.=

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you..
umm...cheer me up lor....and still got alot other things...

5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you..
IMY...

6. If he/she becomes your lover you will...
Be Happy!!!! ^^

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be..
hmm...the way she treat me...XD

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will....
Be Sad.. T.T

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...
probably my fault...

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now...
Just want her to be happy.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is..
Caring^^

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
umm...people thinks i'm annoying.....

13. The characters you love of yourself are...
Being kind...doing the right things...but not everything goes well...

14. On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself is..
Being emo..ignoring the people i care...

15. The most ideal person you want to be is....
Everything good..XD

16. For people who care and love you, say something to them...
I love you! *HUgs and KissES* ^^

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.

1. Aaron Wong
2. Chan Tyng Kang
3. Hua Yuann
4. Carine
5. Eugene Uh
6. Shaz
7. Dorcas
8. GC
9. Beelian
10. Ken

18. Who is no.6?
Big Bald Guy..XD...no la...He's a tall rugby player...funny guy.....

19. Is no.9 a male or a female?
Female

20. If no.7 and no.10 are together, is that a good thing?
HaHa..so not going to happened...XD...

21. What's no. 2 studying about?
Um...Form 6....and then Computers..gua?!

22. When is the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
Ages ago...XD..no la..just a few months maybe...blurr blurr jor..

23. What kind of music band does no.8 likes?
i dunno wor...

24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
Big Bro and Big Sis...he's the smallest...XD..

25. Will you woo no.3?
hmmm...let me think...XD...no la...of corz...she's my godsis...

26. How about no.7?
Dorcas? hmm...maybe lor...XD..depends...

27. Is no.4 single?
Probably...XD...She's a DinoSaur Wor...ROAR!!!

28. What is the surname of no.5?
Uh....really...its UH...

29. What is the hobby of no. 10?
Poking people, hurting people...don't know own strength, disrespect others...

30. Does no. 5 and no.9 gets along well?
Yea!! haha..jkjk....they havent meet before...one is in New Zealand...one is in Sunway =.=

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
SMK Baru...form 6

32. Talk something casually about no.1.
Bestfriends Forever..even in old age......XD

33. Have you tried developing any feelings for no.6?
Probably...XD...haha...he's a guy...

34. Where does no.9 live at?
Not really sure...XD...quite far from school...haha

35. What colour does no.4 like?
Pink gua?!

36. Are no. 1 and no. 5 best friends?
Ok ok la...So-So....but not bestfriends...XD...

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
Dorcas? she said she's the MAN-nest!

38. What is no.6 doing now?
Dating gua...haha...dunno what that purple-man is doing.....XD

~Stabbed~

Today, wakao...there is a few people..whom i wont mention...i was walking out from LCS class..then...guy A say, " I havent eat wor...how o?" i reply,"now go eat?"...then he said the same thing again....and again...then guy B say, " Aiya! you very fan ar! "..then i get it...they stabbing me....walao...i admit i'm annoying....but..need do these things to hurt people meh? Didn't accept the fact that i'm like that...or even try to accept it...its makes me feel hurt...you know? So...the both of them not even my friends...i've been tricked...so they're playing with my feelings....ah..don't want care them liao....say jiu say la...sure have someone say you back in the future..then that is the time you regret la...treat own classmate like that...not even HUMAN!!

~What the PACIFIER?! + What the BLACKOUT?!~

Today went to school..then Ken and the rest of the guys give me a pacifier as a present....i was like What the FUCK!...but whatever la...thanks anyways...XD....
When we were in our Design 1 class...we were all doing our work..then suddenly...*thumm*..the lights went out....blackout..woohoooo...so..we do our assignments in the dark...using phone or camera lights...manage to finish it...yay!!....Today is really...not sure how to describe it...

~My Bloody Birthday~

Today...is my birthday..woohhoooo...woke up by Leekee...he phone me at 330+am...then we all go to mamak stall to eat...XD...they all chia me...then go back..straightaway sleep...haha...then..woke up again at 9++am...haha...go do something then go to Ice Rink...ice skating...about 12pm...then start skating...wa...so hard ar...then..later more stable..but..i land on my butt twice...so painful...hard to walk after that..then hurt my arm again...then i get plasters from Dorcas...haha...sorry for all the troubles...XD...and thanks for taking care of me....haha...then...skate skate...then go to Carl's Jr to have my lunch/dinner....haha..chilli cheese burger..ohyeah...eat drink eat...then..go to get my present...wooots....then go back lor...XD...LeeKee cannot walk properly..so..he have to use my shoulder to walk...reach home..i see the present...then..it's korean style tshirt...jacket and scarf....haha..but i like it...thanks..Beelian, Patrick and LeeKee....haha...today my legs' skin peeled off...then arm oso...no skin..haha..pain and pain..bloody...haha..but..im happy today...haha

~???~

Today, felt very strange..felt loneliness...felt sadness....haha...but..still ok ba...haizzz...today i'm still sick...sore throat, coughing, headache....at Drawing class....took medicine from Beelian..she also sick...so...she bought medicine lor....and...she felt better but i got worse...eat lunch at KFC...Johnson wanna go there..so...follow lor...haha..Johnson, Sam, Patrick, Mei Kuan, Ninja, Channiece, and me...after that late go class...itsd time for test..then no seat liao..so have to get another seat from the other class then have to sit at the front table..that's from the other class....then..took the test..it's quite hard because i didnt study much..so...some listen to Ms. Pinky..so..can answer some...XD....but...i feel...sad....haha...sit alone...but...sotong come and talk to me...haha...he's worried about me...abit la...but ok la..since someone is worried about me...and saw vincent's presentation...about spinning books....its like an old trend...haha..and he showed us a little movie clip of himself..quite funny..but...it seems like Pinky doesnt really like it...maybe it's not suitable for her...haha..too useless...gua....hmm...went home after that...at night eat dinner at KFC again..this time with my housemates....Patrick, Ben Shuen, and Kai...then later reload my phone..rm100 at seven eleven...because have birthday bonus...then...at home chat with housemates...and LeeKee broke his back...now its cacat...so..scary..i'm not gonna breakdance liao...haha...no la..im not gonna do powermoves...maybe just toprock and downrock...haha..hope he will be able to breakdance again....

~BANG~

Today, Elvis took Patrick's key..so he cant go out..i got a call from him..then i rush back home to let him out...give him my keys..then after that in class..he give it back to me....i sat behind Dorcas..then..i ask if someone's sitting beside her or not..then she say no..but she want to reserve it for Terry...XD....im jealous....so..watever lor...after malaysian studies...went to Ming Tian with Dorcas, Terry, Leon....when we are almost leaving...i stand up and hit my head on the Sign Board...for ordering the drinks...everyone looked at me....paiseh...but..im okay la...then now..swelling up liao...haha....today...Dorcas was tired...she didnt sleep at all last night....her eyes are in pain...and walk also abit not stable....then..i ask her..." can walk ma?" then she angry me lor...she said," God give me leg so i can walk"...then i straightaway speechless and sad...i just worried about her ba....and got this kind of reply. Haizzz....what to do? emo also no use....

~huh?!~

Today..go to class..then..change class again...then change again..cuz' the air con not working properly...it's too hot...and..went inside...then dorcas sat beside me...then william choose our design packaging...dorcas was making something using string...after finished art class at J4...dorcas, terry, shaz, leon and me go sunway pyramid to have lunch...by the time we finished lunch...we are late for class....then we head into the AVH ( audio visual hall) then...sit at far behind...first time sit there....feels different....haha...after almost finished class...dorcas finally complete making the string thing...she spent alot time making it....and her hands cram 2 times from making it....hmm...today was just about that....haha...

~Ouch~

Today, hmm....thinking about presentation...then i wanna do breakdance...then...ask leekee to teach me...then...i learn from him a few steps....from morning until lunch...then after eating...rest about few hours..then continue again...finally better at it..but still not so stable...so...dance more...then dance even more...then...my hand got blister...skin almost feel off...haha....then i wear patrick's glove on my blistered hand..dance some more...and then i take off the glove before i want to go out..i try to do it again...then..."OUCHH"...hurt my blister....skin rubbed against the floor..almost come off...then..i don't want to do it...maybe later try again...but..my whole body very tired already..muscle pains, blister, exhausted etc etc..Hope tomorrow will be okay....today whole day just about that..dancing and such...haik haik...no time for homework....ok..that's all...Take Care~

~Okay~

Today..wake up at 9++..almost 10..eat breakfast then....Patrick and Ben need go out..so...i stay at home with leekee and xiaofei...eat instant noodle...after eating half...stomachache...so i fast fast finished it....after that..the 3 of us go to sunway pyramid....go there buy clothings...bought 2 tshirts..haha...its abit too fit..haha..so..i need to be fit...oh yeah....hmm...then..stomachache again...endure it..then go to see leekee practice breakdance...at studio...its just near sunway pyramid......i just dance abit...and see leekee breaking...but..i learn new things lor...haha....but..im tired and weak already..after that straight go home...then suddenly on the way home...Dorcas call me...then she ask me things about her blog...someone wrote bad things about her....yesterdat i just saw that...and i'm still blurr blurr about it...hope she can settle it....hmm...today...i think something wrong with the time...its moving too fast...XD....a lil' too fast don't ya think....hmm..that's all i wanna blog for now...see got anything to update or not...haha...im too easy to jealous...even the smallest thing can make me jealous....haik haik...i also don't like that....but..i am who i am....

Just back from pyramid again...wa...today used extremely over extreme overbudget....almost Rm100...buy the things i need..such as...shower gel, apples XD, breakfast and etc etc...Ohya...when going down the escalator...saw a couple....WAH!! so nice....the girl standing higher than her bf..then she hug him..and cuddle with him....in the open...my friends and i saw dao it...the 3 of us so envy them....i also want my special someone to treat me like that...not afraid or embarrassed to show our love...just like only the two of us in the world...haha...think too far...but..i will really love that...haha...

~Sad~

Been feeling down lately...because of love....haik haik...i don't know what to do anymore....the girl i like...she with someone...but not as couple...but as best friend...and..i'm not exactly sure myself that its real or not...maybe he lie to me...today most of the time i'm with Dorcas...but...i always hurt to see Terry and her together...feels jealous....then they switch name tags to wear....and Terry wear Dorcas' hoodie...its makes me so jealous...to see them like that...haha...but i think it's okay...if they are just best friend....
Today, Dorcas is sick...and...it got worse in the CG lab....fever started..then she feels tired....i'm worried...then...i help her refill her water....she don't want to admit it...in the morning...still saying she's MAN....after finished class...she go back first...then my friends and I went to Sunway Pyramid...A&W....then suddenly...a sms from Dorcas..she say she almost bang a car...she fell asleep then luckily the car horn her....so...i more worried....I message to her a few times but..she didn't reply....then i call her...listening to her voice in the phone...my heart is aching...painfully...she sounded like no energy liao...so..i talk abit then hung up...after that..i chat with Terry...ask about Dorcas...he say she is ok....then im relieved abit lor...then he like bu shuang me....so..watever la...then...after all that...im emo again....luckily i have my friends to support me....go to their room and see some funny things...then go McD at 3am...don't know why also...they planning from yesterday...haha...

~Emo~

Today was saddest day since coming here..in KL....It involves the girl i like...Dorcas...and a guy name Terry....i think he like her la...not sure...haha...at first..i sit beside Dorcas..then the lecturer class started...my group and i were called up there to answer some questions....then..after i go back..i saw Terry sitting in my seat...so..i sat in his place instead...haik haik..always like that de...so..bu shuang lo...then Patrick Chang come and talk to me...he say i'm so pathetic...be more brave la...so i go and sit back there after their team got up there...when he got back...he sit on my leg...its real or joking...i'm not sure...then Dorcas come back...and Terry sitting on her seat...so she sit on the other chair...beside Terry...so..i..EMO lor...haha...

After that..there's another thing...GC...he sat beside me...we talk..then i tell him secrets lor...and..i'm still emo that time...really sad...Dorcas ignore me...when i try to talk to her..she walk away really fast...no chance to talk to her...after Design 1 Class...we all go sunway walk walk...then have talk abit...she always think i'm angry at her..but i'm not...so...abit...xin tong..then later i talk with her about GC..then i say i told him secrets...so she angry me liao lo...she walk away so fast...i said sorry many times...but also no use...so..my emo become MORE EMO....no mood liao...so...thinking of going home..but don't want to make Dorcas misunderstand also...and my bags and stuff at Terry's car..then..they all try cheering me up...i ended up feeling better...they saw Dorcas with Terry again lor...maybe i'm just being selfish...haizzz....then we go mcd...both of them buy ice cream...then i was thinking of ice skating..haha..never done it before..then...Dorcas need to go back already...so...we all go back...Still feeling bad....its all my fault...SAD...EMO...

~Bittersweet Feeling~

Hmm..its been so long since i last update my blog..haha..hmm..college life was so-so...not good and not so bad either...but after here about one month...i feel...bittersweet feelings...haik haik...
Its like...i'm happy yet i'm sad...i wanted to smile yet i wanted to cry...these feelings are so painful...

Here goes the story, i met someone, a very cute and friendly person, she's my friend and my classmate....so many things happened......i like her..and *SECRETS*...maybe there's nothing that I can do....since i'm such a noob....but i really like her...don't know what will happened in the future...hope the best~wish the best...

On the other hand, there's another story. Its about my friend...at 1st..we both are so close..then after few days..i've been contacting, messaging and calling him to ask this and that..maybe he was too annoyed and didn't want to care about me anymore...so...that morning..i saw him...then he ignore me...he walk fast fast..then ask me.." why you don't want go class?" so..i straightaway go there...at that time..i knew...i lost a valuable friend....its most probably is my fault...i should know he is a more sensitive guy..yet i still keep asking him...sorry about that....i apologize...Hope its not too late to apologize...

And now, its about my beloved godsisters, its been so long since they last contact me...i'm not sure what they are doing or where they are now...maybe studying..haha...i still miss them as always..but everytime they like don't care me...i feel very bad about that...during school year..they treat me very nice...just like the big sisters that i always wanted...but...now...they changed already....i'm sad about that....maybe that's what its like to be mature...to let go somethings of the past...eventhough its something u care alot...If i have a chance..i just wanted to tell them..i miss them...hope them the best....

I think that's all im gonna blog for now...sad and tired...haha...take care. YANG!