~Thinking too much~

Hmm...i won't delete posts like that....maybe it will just be a funny memory in the future...haha....maybe i'm just being emotional....EMO~....haha..whatever la....everyone should just be yourself....express your feelings out...don't keep it inside...to let it out feels better....but someone just may get hurt.....so..i don't really know what to do....
Need someone to understand me and correct me....haha...BaKA~

~I NEVER HAD A FATHER!!~

I never really had a father....my father is someone who is caring, understand my feelings, give me advice....and such....such..
...but there's someone here....since i first saw him...i never did like him....he sometimes can be good...and sometimes can be hot-tempered.....what the hell....but i'm living in his fucking house....god damned it....i still have to respect that ASSHOLE....once i got out of this house....hmph...get that fucking face of yours out of my face....
ANGERED~~~
don't know since when...i started being scolded when it's not my fault....it happens too many times i lost counted....today...when having dinner....i pull out the chair....got sound when it was pulled out....then he said,"WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU ALL!!"....what the hell...i got scolded for pulling the chair....i was so angry...ARGh...can't stand him liao....PTGIMMOSTMF~
maybe i'm just angry....or thinking too much....but i really do HATE him....i may forgive him....may talk to him....but all i did was pretend...wahh...so easy....
I"M SORRY FOR BEING LIKE THIS....it's my feelings....don't know who can understand this...pressure and hatred....the feeling of being blammed for everything......
P/S : Don't worry...i won't be like this to anyone i cared for......SOWIES~

~ My Boring School Life & ME ~

HaihhXx....So Bored...at home....going to school is better than staying at home doing nothing....haha...i have study...but still very bored after that...died of boredom? haha...maybe it's possible....i have hp liao...but still...no people find me....nothing much to do....arghh...at school...have friends....can chit chat with them....enjoying my few months at the school....haiihhh....i love the cold strong winds blowing in my face....always enjoyed that....now...it's just exam exam exam....so sienn...baka...baka...baka~ everything is happening so fast....i feel as if i was just form 2...in 2D6...hanging with my best friend...Aaron....and some buddies....that was the best year in st.co....i miss those days...we would arrived at school about 12 midday....then i will call my friends to go to our spot to enjoy the wind....we would talk about alot of things..from our love problems to computer games.....hahaha...during PJ is the best subject...we would change into our PJ shirts and went to the field to play....basketball...soccer...baseball....and just running around....haha....oh ya...the teachers in my class that time...they sucks....they just go in our class then open the book and start reading....when the subject is over...the teacher will just leave....there's about 3-4 useless teacher....haha...so our grades aren't that good....
wAaaAAa~~~i really missed those days.....and now...in my present class...5L3....the worst science class...haha...happy go lucky class....haizz....i got 2nd last place in class.....i suck.....don't know what will happen if i change to the art side in the 1st place....but to think of that...i much prefer now....having to know so many friends...and my jiejies.........so i will not regret it...i'm satisfied with all these already......
Hmm....my friends and noob family...all have problems...haihh....maybe it's from the stress of SPM....hearing about that exam ruins my happy-go-lucky mood...WTF...PTGIYMAPTTOSTMF....
In the class...haha...i would normally started drawing....i will feel very good to complete a piece of completed work....sometimes...mostly everytime....i will draw something half-way......that is one of my bad habits....doing things half-heartedly....haihhxx....hmm....there's also lots of bad habits from me....small gas...hot tempered....cannot take criticsm( my friends gives a bad comment about my drawings...and i feel i wan to beat them up)....haha...but i will try to be a better person....i also don't like those bad habits...hoping they would just disappear...i hate myself for being angry the most....scared that someone will get hurt....and i also hate my self for being so useless....everytime said the wrong word...ended up hurting the people i cared for.....i know no one is perfect..but i will try to be better from now on.....haih...i hope all of my friends can achieve their happiness....to see them happy...i also will feel happy......haha.....friends and families...are really important to me...as you know...i'm a guy who likes to be with people...hate the lonely feelings....hate to be alone....but if i'm left alone...nevermind...i'm already normal with that.....other than that...i also hate being completely ignored........i also hate the people who hate me....enough of the things i hate.....
hmmm....i love...um....to be with my jie jie....to be with noob family....to be with my friends....and other people i cared about....i love candy....but can't eat too much....need to take care of my teeth....i love....fashion....hairstyle....and accessories...haha...and don't forget shopping...haha...weird ha...a boy who likes shopping.....love drawing......and dancing....popping locking....breaking....love hanging out with friends.....playing LAN games together...but most of all...i love hugs....haha...warm warm hugs.....but not simply from anyone....haha....i may be childish but sometimes can also be mature....haha...depends....wuhahahaha....BaKa~