Saturday, October 18, 2008
~NooB FaMiLy 3rd MeEtIng + BaO ~
Today, 18 October 2008, this is our noob family third meeting...haha...at WaWa's house....hmm...it was 1pm like that...i'm the first one to arrived....after that is SaSa....he bought some of snacks....then Aza....after that is BaBa....We go there is to study...but ended up playing...partying...haha....we eat there also....hmmm....after awhile...Bao said he's coming here...so...he arrived after few minutes....we chat chat chat....watch movie...online....chat some more....time pass so fast when we're having fun....haha...we take some photos together...with Bao helping us take....about 9pm...everyone have to go back already....haha....hmm...i didn't want to go back yet....WaWa is alone in the house....i'm worried about her....so...i decide to accompany here until her sister come back....but after chatting awhile...she told me to call my mum...by the time my mum arrived...her sister will be back....she said....so...i phoned my mum....then " ByeBye, take care and good night ". Today's meeting was FUN...haha...
Friday, October 10, 2008
~ Another Love?! ~
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
~ Sha Po jie Came Back~
Friday, October 3, 2008
~ Happy Birthday 18th Eugene!! ~
Today is Eugene's 18th birthday...i started at 6pm...but Aaron and I were still looking for presents at that time...haha...i also saw Da Jie at Elianto....surprised me...haha...she waved at me and i waved back...and by the time we found the present...it's about 635pm...about 35 minutes late....reach at Eugene's house around 7pm....the food is almost finish...haha..no la...still have...just that everyone is finished eating....Aaron seems kinda bored there...haha...after that...Aaron and I go outside for a walk...talk about some personal things....mostly love problems..haha...Then...everyone come out...saying that they wanna go parkson watch movie....haha...we had nothing to do...so...we make a phone call...then go with them...Bao give us a ride there...haha...we arrive there...whole gang...they all went to the arcade....Aaron and I decide to walk on our own awhile....hmm...we just walk and walk..we watch the 915pm movie...." Strangers "...a thriller film....when the movie started...i was so scared...wishing my da jie and sha po jie were by my side....so scared....then after that...after awhile i mean....i'm not too scared...haha...and Eugene, Aaron, Bao....were scared....in the beginning they're not scared....but now they were....opposite..haha....they wanted to go out....and regret not to go karaoke with the rest of the guys...haha...i think it's better to finished the movie..rather than imagining the rest of the movie ending...the movie is worth watching in the beginning...but suck at the ending...haha......after that movie...Bao take Eugene, Eunice, Aaron and me...to CM cafe to find the rest of the guys....then Bao decide to send us home 1st....haha...Aaron 1st...then me...then Eugene and Eunice....Thanks for the ride...Bao~ =)
Saturday, September 20, 2008
~Thinking too much~
Need someone to understand me and correct me....haha...BaKA~
~I NEVER HAD A FATHER!!~
...but there's someone here....since i first saw him...i never did like him....he sometimes can be good...and sometimes can be hot-tempered.....what the hell....but i'm living in his fucking house....god damned it....i still have to respect that ASSHOLE....once i got out of this house....hmph...get that fucking face of yours out of my face....
ANGERED~~~
don't know since when...i started being scolded when it's not my fault....it happens too many times i lost counted....today...when having dinner....i pull out the chair....got sound when it was pulled out....then he said,"WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU ALL!!"....what the hell...i got scolded for pulling the chair....i was so angry...ARGh...can't stand him liao....PTGIMMOSTMF~
maybe i'm just angry....or thinking too much....but i really do HATE him....i may forgive him....may talk to him....but all i did was pretend...wahh...so easy....
I"M SORRY FOR BEING LIKE THIS....it's my feelings....don't know who can understand this...pressure and hatred....the feeling of being blammed for everything......
P/S : Don't worry...i won't be like this to anyone i cared for......SOWIES~
Friday, September 19, 2008
~ My Boring School Life & ME ~
wAaaAAa~~~i really missed those days.....and now...in my present class...5L3....the worst science class...haha...happy go lucky class....haizz....i got 2nd last place in class.....i suck.....don't know what will happen if i change to the art side in the 1st place....but to think of that...i much prefer now....having to know so many friends...and my jiejies.........so i will not regret it...i'm satisfied with all these already......
Hmm....my friends and noob family...all have problems...haihh....maybe it's from the stress of SPM....hearing about that exam ruins my happy-go-lucky mood...WTF...PTGIYMAPTTOSTMF....
In the class...haha...i would normally started drawing....i will feel very good to complete a piece of completed work....sometimes...mostly everytime....i will draw something half-way......that is one of my bad habits....doing things half-heartedly....haihhxx....hmm....there's also lots of bad habits from me....small gas...hot tempered....cannot take criticsm( my friends gives a bad comment about my drawings...and i feel i wan to beat them up)....haha...but i will try to be a better person....i also don't like those bad habits...hoping they would just disappear...i hate myself for being angry the most....scared that someone will get hurt....and i also hate my self for being so useless....everytime said the wrong word...ended up hurting the people i cared for.....i know no one is perfect..but i will try to be better from now on.....haih...i hope all of my friends can achieve their happiness....to see them happy...i also will feel happy......haha.....friends and families...are really important to me...as you know...i'm a guy who likes to be with people...hate the lonely feelings....hate to be alone....but if i'm left alone...nevermind...i'm already normal with that.....other than that...i also hate being completely ignored........i also hate the people who hate me....enough of the things i hate.....
hmmm....i love...um....to be with my jie jie....to be with noob family....to be with my friends....and other people i cared about....i love candy....but can't eat too much....need to take care of my teeth....i love....fashion....hairstyle....and accessories...haha...and don't forget shopping...haha...weird ha...a boy who likes shopping.....love drawing......and dancing....popping locking....breaking....love hanging out with friends.....playing LAN games together...but most of all...i love hugs....haha...warm warm hugs.....but not simply from anyone....haha....i may be childish but sometimes can also be mature....haha...depends....wuhahahaha....BaKa~
Sunday, August 31, 2008
~NooBiE faMiLy 1sT meEtiNG~
Our 1st meeting was on 22/8/08...at Aza's house...we all wanted to make sushi at there...we bring the ingredients and such....Sasa also bring some other ingredients to cook the noodle....We arrived there...Sasa and me....cause he follow my car...we went upstairs....and saw an "AH MU"....then i turned out to be Baba...haha..it's dark...so can't see properly...that's so humorous...then Aza said need go through the back door...we go there....still need to wait...haih haih...slow slow...then finally...we entered the house...most comfortable is Aza's room...haha...air-conditioned room...Sasa cook noodle for us 1st....it's very delicious....haha...then later we went to buy some drinks...after that we rest awhile...then it's sushi making....we make some and eat some....then we make....make...and make...we're all full already...from eating the sushi as we make it....then we have a drink..." CHEERS to noobie family 1st meeting "....Hahaha...then take some pictures...haha....
Saturday, August 30, 2008
~Separation~
Now, sha po jie is working at KL...she says she's okay....i'm glad to hear that...and hope to hear from her soon....and da jie is working here in Miri....it's also very hard to contact her...she work early in the morning till late at night...she will be exhausted when her work finished...I feel somehow lonely and sad...but i have a noobie family to comfort me...hahaha...AND MY Da Jie and Sha Po Jie are IRREPLACEABLE...my feelings for them is very DEEP...
~~~Missing my precious Da Jie and Sha Po Jie as always...even now~~~
Saturday, August 9, 2008
~Loneliness~
Loneliness is an emotional state in which a person experiences a powerful feeling of emptiness and isolation. Loneliness is more than the feeling of wanting company or wanting to do something with another person. Loneliness is a feeling of being cut off, disconnected and alienated from other people. The lonely person may find it difficult or even impossible to have any form of meaningful human contact. Lonely people often experience a subjective sense of inner emptiness or hollowness, with feelings of separation or isolation from the world.
To me, loneliness is one of my most hated feelings...when i was in primary school...i was usually lonely...and i'm quiet...so i'm hard to befriends with....but i do have some good friends...one of them is my best friend, Chai Han Kiong...when he was in primary 6...his family had to move to bintulu...so...he left Miri...i lost contact with him after i went into secondary school...he gave me his handphone number but i lost it....i still remember him until now...hahahaha...and after that time...i only have some chinese friends...there are some iban and malay friends...but they don't treat me very nice...sometimes they like...alienated me...completely ignoring me for a whole day...make fun of my name...and such...so i'm lonely at that time...hoping my best friend would come back. And in secondary school...when i was form 1...the iban and malay friends still have a habit of bullying me...sometimes they would steal my drinking bottle...still make fun of me..and other more horrible things...
But everything change when i was in form 2...there's my new best friend....his name is Aaron Wong Vun Heng...we both really like to draw...and we usually go everywhere together...both of our results are not so good though...but we really had good times together...he transfered into RRSS after he finished form 2...Oh ya...he also repeated a year in form 3 to take his PMR...We still have contact each other until now...we usually go shopping together...haha...for clothes...accessories...and such...we talk about girls and such...haha...
Other than that, there's my da jie and sha po jie...last year...we had so much fun together...hahaha...i would usually go hit their head lightly...and they would hit back...haha...they are very close to me...and i don't have a real jie jie...so...they are really important to me...and i love them very much...haha...they graduated from St.co last year...now they are working and studying....But i still not sure where they are going though...i will always remember them...
Now, it's just me and some good friends...sometimes...they would do homework together...but you know...i'm not good in studies...just good at drawing...so..normally..i ended up alone...drawing silently on my desk...waiting for someone to talk to me and accompany me...sometimes i will show my drawings to my friends...they would comment my drawing...but i can't really take criticism...but i will try to do better...hahaha....sometimes i feel i don't belong here...hope that someone will understand me better...i just don't want to be alone....KerO~
Wednesday, August 6, 2008
~My Feelings Confirmed...~
u know...my feelings always not clear...but some are CLEAR...haha....
i just admire the girl...nothing more than that....hahaha...
but the dream had made me realized that i admired her...
hahaha....>.< KErO~
Saturday, August 2, 2008
~My Confused Feelings~
Friday, August 1, 2008
~My Dream Heart~
In my dream...i ask her...I said, "Do you like me?"...then she said "en" then laugh a bit...
then i said," Really?"...then laugh a bit again....we are very close that time...i mean in my dream...hahaha...then i woke up liao....i don't know why i dream of her...normally...i don't have that kind of dreams....love dreams....it feels so real this time....and i'm a bit happy...hahaha...don't know why...and now...i'm a bit interested in her....and i wan to be with her...but i don't think i CAN be with her though...haha...
i know that this is only a dream...but...the feeling is increasing everytime....i'm so confused....my dream heart?! maybe i just think too much....hahaha...nevermind...at least it made me feel a bit happy....i don't know how to face her...and i also can't take my eyes off her...AND i wont MENTION who is the GIRL....haha
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
~Shinigami on the Floating Ground~
~NooBiE FaMiLy~
Haha..this is noob family...i'm noob yaya....noob baba is chan...my brother...YEAH!!...noob wawa is my ah mei...hua yuann...she started all of this...without her...we wont have this happy family...haha....then...tze shuen is noob aza....Aza is eaten on chinese new year...it is normally eaten with keropok...haha...she used to be noob zaza...but i help to change it...and now it's aza...
hahaha....so damn funny....we all are NOOBIES~~~
i hope we can be a happy family...caring and loving each other....
haha....and hope that we will remain like this forever...even if separated...someday...we will be together again....haha...no matter where we are..we will still be in the family...cause....
WE ARE FAMILY!!! YEaH!...
~NooB YaYa~
Monday, July 14, 2008
~Dragonica~
Dragonica is a 3D fantasy, action-oriented, side scrolling MMORPG developed by Barunson Interactive.
Story
The great war between gods and demons separated all living creatures into two opposing camps; one on the side of Light and one on that of Darkness. During the Great Dragon War that took place 50 years prior to the beginning of the game, the dragons themselves were also separated into two sides; one led by the Lord of all Dragons, the other by the Dark Lord, Elga, whose heart and mind had been twisted by the evil Enchantress, Paris.
As the ruler of all Dark Dragons, Elga believed in the divine right of the Stronger to hold dominion over the Weaker. Guided by his cruel cause to wrest power from the hands of "foolish" humans, he is intent on controlling all through the use of sheer power.
According to a Treaty created after the War of the Divinities (between the gods and demons), the Dark Forces will be handed dominion over half the world if Elga's forces manage a successful invasion. With the dragons unwilling to allow Elga such control over their world, they've finally devoted their forces and combined them with the force of Light, preparing for the inevitable battle against the Dark Lord's minions.
Our story begins now as the Dark Forces have taken just over a full third of the world. Your task, by agreement with the Dragon Lord himself, is to train and develop your skills as one of the foremost warriors in the lands, in hopes of defeating Elga and the Dragonoids.
As a member of the Dragonian Fellowship, you will be forging alliances with other adventurers, helping with quests and tasks as you explore the various lands, and shaping the future of Dragonica itself.
Classes
There are four classes to choose. They are Warrior, Magician, Thief and Archer.
Warrior
Warrior seek strength only for themselves. They may seem to be mindless daredevils due to their strong lust for power, but they are gifted with a strong body and a sharp combat sense, making them worthy opponents and brave adventurers who know how to make good use of their talents and gear. If their world was in danger, Warriors would willingly throw themselves into the bloodshed to save it. They are fully prepared for the journey, to prove their strength to the world. With their extraordinary melee talents in both attack and defense, they make themselves the ideal vanguard in any battle.
Magician
It’s a long, intense, and difficult path to study sorcery, isolated from the rest of the world. Magician, however, love their magic more than anything else, and thus, can overcome any hardships they might encounter in the mystical magic towers. Even though they are mere apprentice magicians, they have more wisdom and reasoning than anyone in the world. They enter their magic towers to study sorcery to establish new principles and laws in the realm of magic. However, the recent crisis that's befallen their world wields a higher calling and didn’t let them focus on their studies. Realizing that they had to resolve the current emergency in order to peacefully finish their study, they didn’t hesitate to barge into the war with the knowledge that there’s a solid difference between the lessons of textbooks and teachers and those of the battlefield.
Archer
Long-range, projectile weapons, which require much preparation time, have been said to be the greatest and most complicated weapons in all of time. Among said long-range weapons, the bow stands out as being especially notorious, as it’s often one of the hardest weapon to master. Archer are those that have struggled and practiced with bows to truly master them. It’s incredible to see that archers are not only efficient and deadly in long-range battles, but are also formidable at close quarters. With their proficient, swift hit-and run strikes, they heckle their enemies with guerrilla tactics, giving their allies time to prepare and strike. As danger loomed over their continent, they grabbed their bows to fight in the war and save their world.
Thief
Thieves used to wander around the dark alleyways of cities and towns, loving what they did. However, the current calamity of the world wouldn’t let them continue with their comfortable lifestyles. They realized that they’d have to come forth from the shadows to resolve what faced their world. The Thieves formed an organization under the anonymous name of “Guild.” It began to prove itself as an incredibly helpful information provider. Thieves are so used to ambushing and sneakily attacking their prey that they’ve been rumored to have never before fought a straight, fair battle. With their unmatched urban battle styles, they are the master of the city landscape, using the architecture and buildings so well that few could capture them in any city.~LaTale~
Classes
Warriors wield swords, spears, daggers or knuckles. Although they lack defensive capabilities, Warriors excel at dealing high amounts of physical damage in the frontlines. At level 80, they can advance into Warlords or Bladers. Warlords are able to wield large swords, called greatswords, or spears and specialize in brute force. Bladers wield dual swords, and focus on increased attack speed.
Knights wield either a sword or mace in one hand, and a shield in the other. Their exceptionally high physical and magical defenses allow Knights to withstand large amounts of damage. At level 80 they can advance into Temple Knights or Guardians. Temple Knights wield the same weapons are regular Knights, but receive a substantial increase in defense. Guardians only wield knuckles. For that reason, their attacks are martial-arts based.
Mages wield staves, knives, and knuckles. They mainly deal area-of-effect damage by using their magic, which is divided into four elements: fire, water, earth, and wind. Mages are great for damage and support at a distance. At level 80, they can advance into Sorcerers or Artists. Sorcerers wield staves, daggers, and tomes. They specialize in high attack magic. Artists wield stringed instruments of many kinds, and focus on supportive magic for party members.
Travelers wield daggers, bows, crossbows, and knuckles. Most Travelers deal damage from a distance. They lack the damage output of the other classes, but they are compensated with very high attack speed. At level 80, they can advance into Treasure Hunters or Gunslingers. Treasure Hunters wield daggers, bows, and crossbows, specializing on high critical hit rates. They possess passive skills that increase item drop rate and gold drop rate. Gunslingers are the only class able to wield guns and specialize in deadly ranged attacks that hit multiple opponents.
- Daggers and Knuckles are available for all non-advanced characters to wield.
Saturday, July 12, 2008
~My New Manga, 死神 Shinigami~
Hehe..yeah!! my new manga...this up here is the cover of my manga....i'm gonna work hard to complete it....now i'm still figuring the storyline and character of this manga.....
maybe it will be complete after 6-8 months....haha...
Last time i'm so heartbroken....my 1st comic..."Sink"....was missing....maybe it's stolen...it took me about 4 months to complete it...and it just went missing like that after i borrow to my friend....he said he give me back already....but i give him back to give his friend see....then the next day it was missing....after all my effort....
Before my 1st comic went missing...i'm working on "Sink 2" the continuing story of the previous "Sink".....i feel so sad...no mood to draw the second one...without a story to begin with....so...i just give my friend the uncompleted manga...because he like my drawing....he always ask me to draw something for him....
And now...i wan to draw another manga...hope it wont disappear again...making me sad sad again....this time....i will put more effort into this manga....YEAH!!
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
~D.Gray-Man~
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
~DIablo 3~
I'm so happy to hear about it...and i can't wait to play....but...it is still under development....
I've been a huge fan of Diablo...the story is just amazing..
The story of Diablo is based on the premise of a war between Heaven and Hell. The town of Tristram has come under attack by demons, and the player must save the town and, in effect, the world, by ridding it of the Lord of Terror. As the player delves into the underworld, some of the history behind the war between Heaven and Hell, as well as knowledge about Diablo himself, are revealed through large tomes that are found throughout the levels.
Diablo is the Lord of Terror and one of the Three Prime Evils of Hell, the most powerful lords of demonkind. Long before the events of the game, he was captured by a secretive order of mortal magi known as the Horadrim. The Horadrim imprisoned each of the Prime Evils in a Soulstone; Diablo's red stone was buried in caverns deep beneath the town of Tristram, and as the generations passed, was forgotten. Though his imprisonment was meant to be eternal, the power of the Soulstone weakened over centuries, eventually allowing Diablo to use limited power from within the stone. He telepathically turned an inhabitant of Tristram, the Archbishop Lazarus, into his pawn. In order for Diablo to actually leave the Soulstone, Diablo needed to possess a host. Through his minion Lazarus, he initially tried to gain control of King Leoric , the local ruler, but Diablo, in his weakened state, was unable to overpower Leoric. Abandoning the idea, he caused Lazarus to kidnap King Leoric's son, Prince Albrecht. He inspired such terror in the child that the boundaries between the realms were broken and parts of Hell appeared in the mortal world, taking root in the labyrinth beneath Tristram. Diablo then chose to bide his time and wait for the opportune moment to strike.
Soon afterwards King Leoric was driven to madness by the loss of his son. With Lazarus whispering in his ear, he ordered a foolhardy attack on a far stronger neighboring realm - a campaign to which Lazarus made sure to send all of the King's most loyal and good-hearted heroes. The campaign proved a suicide mission, and soon the King had only the lies of Lazarus for counsel. Leoric began brutally executing the subjects he once protected, suspecting everyone of the kidnapping of his son. Lazarus led groups of townsfolk into the labyrinth in supposed pursuit of the missing prince - but Lazarus's only purpose was to deliver the innocents up to death at the hands of the demons. At length, the few survivors of the army returned home, led by the noble Sir Lachdanan. Leoric immediately ordered their execution, and, seeing the King for the tortured soul he was, Lachdanan killed his King with a mercy stroke. Upon his dying breath, Leoric cursed those who were close to him that they should serve him in the underworld for all of eternity, creating the horrific undead knights of the labyrinth.
Shortly after, the time period of the game begins as the player's character arrives. He or she has to fight through sixteen levels to face Diablo, encountering various monsters and quests along the way. The labyrinth descends from a simple dungeon to dark caves and catacombs and finally the fiery pits of Hell. The player finds a portal to Archbishop Lazarus' lair, slays him, and fights through to Diablo. At the end of the game, the player character has killed Diablo's mortal form, and left Diablo once more with just a soulstone to inhabit. Now in hopes of retaining the Lord of Terror, the hero pierces his or her head with the soulstone, attempting to contain the Lord of Terror within his or herself. This was exactly what Diablo had planned all along, as the hero would be a much better host than the prince. Diablo 2 later confirms that Diablo indeed possessed the hero who slew him.
In Diablo 3, the game takes place in "Sanctuary", the dark fantasy world of the Diablo series. This world was saved twenty years prior by a handful of unnamed heroes in Diablo 2 Warriors that survived the onslaught of the armies of the Burning Hells have gone mad from their ordeals, and it is up to a new generation of heroes to face the forces of evil threatening the world of Sanctuary. Players will have the opportunity to explore familiar settings such as Tristram.❤ My Precious Da Jie & Sha Po Jie ❤
They are very important to me.....the usually take care of me...last year..in form 4...i'm very happy...i always find them...disturb them...haha...chat with them...when i have a problem...they will help me solve it...sometimes...when they feel moody...i did my best to cheer them up....oh ya...in form 4...we have a dance competition...it was a very tough and fun experience...we spent so much time on practising...not much time on schoolwork...hahaha...when the competition is near...we have rehearsal...it was not so good....hahaha...on the competition day...it was worst...i got nervous...then stunned for a few seconds...haha...my mind went blank....completely blank...but we manage to finish the dance...we were not disappointed...we were happy back then....it was very fun...spending time with each other...shopping for dance clothes...eating together...and many more fun things....
This year...in form 5 now...haizz...feel so lonely but i have many friends...guess i'm just too miss my da jie and sha po jie....it's been like half a year already....i miss them so much...i feel like somethings are missing without them....feels so SAD...
On 3rd of July, Thursday...they came to school, they had something to do there...and to see me...of corz...haha...it was almost recess when i met them....i'm so happy that time....almost cried...haha...i chat with them until recess is over few minutes ago...and i forgot which teacher is coming in the class...so..i went back...it was chemistry...the teacher had lock the door...so i cant go in...but nevermind...i got to meet my da jie and sha po jie...that's what matter the most...hahaha...
Then, i had some bad news for me...they are going to KL very soon...leaving me...waaaa~...they will be less online...or maybe can't even online....haizz....so...after hearing that news...i felt no mood....but i made at promise with da jie already...not to be moody...later da jie also moody...so..i can't be sad...need to be cheerful and happy...last time...da jie moody for a very long time...few months i think....but now..she's okay...normal cheerful da jie....
I miss them very much....da jie...who always takes care of me...give me advice...and sha po jie...who always bully me...haha...and takes care of me....as you know...i like the feeling to be take care of......Now, i'm still missing them as always...i care for them and love them very much^^ MwahXx~~~❤
Saturday, July 5, 2008
~WISHES~
Even though such wishes are not magically granted, the act of formulating a wish can be beneficial. The wisher has an opportunity to identify what they most desire of all the things in the world. Often, wishing is a time for first becoming aware of a previously-unarticulated hope. Once identified, these hopes can become personal goals.
To me, wishes are true. I believe in them. Wishes are important to me. Many of us will use wishes for our own needs. But some people use them for evil, for example, wish that someone will die, world war III, and many more. These wishes are not meant to be granted. Other than that, i believe MIRACLE happens because of wishes. Don't get me wrong, that's just my opinion, it's not 100% sure of this things. I may be wrong or right. I also have wishes to be granted. One of my wishes is for good and pure wishes to be granted.
~WISHES~